Sunday, October 22, 2006
2 years has past..
from a
totally stranger,
to a classmate,
to friends.
since last year..
u sat beside me only during exam
jia yous
the people around you
went out once wif u and other friends
didn't talk to u much
but i felt u are a nice person.
one wrong sms
one letter
let us become friends.
933 was the topic
fate even let us seat together
one front one back
those times we were so happy
happy times don't last
ms rozie split us up
you wrote to me saying you no friends to talk to
i promise got time i'll go talk to you
however,
you soon make friend with TW
slowly..
you start to ignore me
till you....
went out with you to watch the
mayday concert
with FJ
.....
that strange feeling
creep into my heart
i know i shouldn't had that!
you are my best friends
but i'll regret if i don't tell you
one day
i had a strong courage
and i told you
WHY?!
all problem occur after i told you!
cold war, quarrel
got into our friendship
i really don't wish too..
lied to you is a crush
the feeling soon "gone"
we are friends
but not as close as last time
embarassed
don't know after how long..
that feeling came back again
i promised not to tell you
purposely wanted to know how you like
tried to get it from your mouth
when i knew it,
shocked!
*shan't say anything*
i wanted to forget u again.
lately,
joey came back
you make friend with WC
u start it again
u ignore me
we start to drift apart
u started to make havoc
this is not the person i knew earlier!
it really hurt me
partly due to jealous
see you talking so happily to him
reminds me of all the past
but the fact is you ignore me
it does not feel good to be ignored
when i choose to leave you
i also ignore you
but people to pull me back
fine.
you seem to be so heartless now
you can't sense people feeling
when i am angry, you don't know
when i am sad, you don't know
you have changed totally
my heart is crying and bleeding
my old friend had changed
and this change is unacceptable
i choose to break this friendship
people come and scold me!
WHY?
people don't know how i feel
is painful to see a "friend" change
is painful to be ignored by a "friend"
is painful
VERY PAINFUL
cos i still like u
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 11:56:00 PM|
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