night is here
stars are glowing
everyone is going to sleep
i'm still awake
i can't close my eyes
i don't want to see those images
those times when we together
i can't open my eyes
i don't want to see those letters
those times when we quarrels
i didn't mean to break it
but i can't don't break it
my heart is shattering
a shattering heart is no happy person
i'm selfish
i don't want to see you
i don't want to talk to you
i don't want to hate you
cause....
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hey guys! i'll be closing down my two other chinese blog..since is like so dead? haha. i wanna forget all about the past lahx. so...ya lorh. nxt time any chinese article or wot.. i'll post it in this blog. =)
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thi few days..i dunno why i like this song alot.
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天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去
天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道门都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情会一定带去
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去
“我已经变了，但也来不及了” 退后MV
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Title: 궁2 / Goong Season 2
Also known as: Prince Hours
Genre: Romance comedy
Broadcast network: MBC
Broadcast period: 2007-Jan (Filming will start in November 2006)
Original Work: Manhwa 「궁」 by Park So-hee (박소희)
Production Company: Eight Peaks (애이트픽스)
Director: Hwang In Roe (황인뢰)
Writer: In Eun Ah (인은아)
PLOT
The palace discovers the existence of a royal grandson living among commoners. In turns out that he have absolutely no clue about his identity. After he graduated from high school, he works as a delivery boy. He didn’t know until the palace invited him to come and he suddenly became a member of the imperial family in one night. Upon his entrance in the palace, he began his training. He will be groomed to become emperor. The inspiration for this plot came from the true story of the Joseon dynasty where a commoner became the emperor.
Se7en ~ Lee Hoo
His blood flows in a Royal family, but Lee Hoo doesn’t know it. Not knowing that he’s a prince, he works at a Chinese Restaurant as a delivery boy…delivering food in the palace. He looks at everything in a positive aspect and is an optimist by nature. Though he’s in poverty (poor), he lives every day freely…but one day, something happens and it’s the start of his life as a royal.
Heo Yi Jae ~ Yang Soon-Ae
Everyone in the neighborhood knows Soon-Ae as an impracticable girl. She thinks preciously of her fraternal twin. But one day, she finds out that Lee Hoo is the boy that she grew up with as a child, and they start their life’s together in the palace.
Park Shin Hye ~ Shin Sae-Ryung
Honor and power, Sae-Ryung grew up in a wealthy family. She has never lost first place/spot at school (meaning she’s very smart)…she has skills and the looks of becoming prince’s wife. She always had the ambition of becoming a royal princess. However, the prince that she has always imagined of is completely different when she see’s Lee Hoo’s sudden appearance. A change comes to her way.
Kang Doo ~ Lee Joon
To become a prince, he recieved training as a mastery elite. He’s a great candidate. Lee Hoo’s appearance makes Lee Joon get farther away from becoming a prince. He’s a perfectionist.
Nickname : 세븐, Se7en, Seven Eleven (as Lee Hoo in Goong 2)
Real Name : 최동욱 / Choi Dong Wook
Born : 9 Nov. 1984
Height : 180 cm
Weight : 64 kg
Blood Type : B
Religion : Christian
Family : grandma, parents, 2 older sisters
Profession : Singer, Actor
Website : http://www.hello7.com
Name : 허이재 / Heo Yi Jae (as Yang Soon-Ae in Goong 2)
Born : 19 Feb. 1987
Height : 165 cm
Weight : 45 kg
Profession : Actress
Movie : A Dirty Carnival (2006)
Name : 박신혜 / Park Shin-hye (as Shin Sae-Ryung in Goong 2)
Born : 18 Feb. 1990
Height : 163cm
Weight : 45kg
Profession : Actress, Model, Singer
Hobby : listen to music
Talent : Dancing
Education : Seoul Young-Pa Girls’ Middle School
Drama : Stairway to Heaven, Not Alone 혼자가 아니야, Cute or Crazy 귀엽거나 미치거나, Heavenly Dance, Seoul 1945, Tree of Heaven
Music Video : Lee Seung Hwan Sarang Ha Na Yo - Do You Love?, Lee Seung Hwan Ggot - Flower and Kim Jong Kook Pyun Ji - Letter
Trivia :SBS Acting Awards 2003 - Youth Award
Has released a digital single, “Prayer”, a song she used to sing in his drama Tree of Heaven but was not realeased in the Official Ost.
Nick Name : Kang Doo (as Lee Joon in Goong 2)
Real Name : Song Yong Shik
Born : 27 Feb. 1979
Height : 182cmWeight : 68kg
Profession : Singer, Actor
Hobbies : Palying Bass, Computer Games and Basketball
Favorite musicians : Marcus Miller, Dream Theater
Drama : That Thing Called Life, Franceska 03.
Trivia :Member in duo, the Jadu, Which Debuted in 2001 and currently has 4 albums.
sources:http://asianfanatics.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t285121.html
http://www.goong2.com/
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PLEASE PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOE! PLEASE! I NOE U VERY CLOSE TO THEM! U ARE REALLY VERY EVIL! I WANNA ME TO GO AND GET HURT RITEX! U WILL TALK TO THE BOTH GUYS AND LEFT ME OUT! COS WE NO COMMON TOPIC! THE GALS WILL STICK TOGETHER. I CAN'T GO AND TALK TO THEM,COS SHE AT THERE! PLEASE AND I BEG YOU, ME AND HER CAN'T BE LIKE LAST TIME ANYMORE! PLEASE DUN WASTE UR TIME TO PULL US TOGETHER! THE MORE U PULL THE MORE I WANNA PART. I WISH TO GO TOO! BUT... I JUS CAN'T! UNLESS SOH LENG OR SAMANTHA GO! DEN I'LL GO!
IF I NVR LET U NOE HER, MAYB THINGS WON'T BE LIKE THIS......
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translation
I was a fool. I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't ruin yourself anymore...
romanization
nan papoyeosseottjyo naega paboyeosseojyo
hoohwehaedo neujeottjyo aljyo toreek'eel soon eopjyo
keudael pol soo eopseoyo nado algo eesseoyo
naega jeongmal jalmot'aesseoyo jeongmal meeanhaeyo
euddaen yaegeehaje mot'aettjyo neomoo eoreeseogeottjyo
eejewaseo eereok'e aet'aeoomyeo nan yongseoreul peereoyo
tangsheeneun naneun paboeemneeda
jajonsheem ddaemoone
soolgwa sseun tambaeyeongeero manggajeego eettjyo
tangsheeneun naneun paboeemneeda
ajeek saranghagee-e haroo jongeel p'eong p'eong oolgoman eettjyo
keudaedo nado modoo pabocheoreom
keureojeen marayo tashee saenggak'aebwayo
ooree eoddeok'e yeogeekkajee heemdeulge wattneunde
tashee saenggak'aebwayo hoohwehashelkkeoyeyo
naega jeongmal jalmot'aesseoyo jeongmal meeanhaeyo
keuddaen yaegeehajee mot'aettjyo neomoo eoreeseogettjyo
eeje waseo eereok'e aet'aeoomyeo nan yongseoreul peereoyo
tangsheeneun naneun paboeemneeda
jajonsheem ddaemoone
soolgwa sseun tambaeyeongeero
manggajeego eettjyo tangsheeneun naneun paboeemneeda
ajeek saranghagee-e haroo jongeel p'eong p'eong oolgoman eettjyo
keudaedo nado modoo pabocheoreom
keudae eopsheen na hansoongando sal soo eopseoyo
taereel jallado sooreul mashyeodo noonmoolman heureujyo
tangsheeneun naneun paboeemneeda
jajonsheem ddaemoone
soolgwa sseun tambaeyeongeero manggajeego eettjyo
tangsheeneun naneun paboeemneeda
ajeek saranghagee-e haroo jongeel p'eong p'eong oolgoman eettjyo
keudaedo nado modoo pabocheoreom
eeje teo eesang manggajeejee mayo......
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i love this song alot..cos it's very close to my heart now.
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OMG!!! yesterday jus separate wif 2e6.. jus now listen to 933.. LINGZHI is LEAVING!!!! WHY?! i wake up late..onli hear the last part...AH!!!! LingZhi say until cry..i tink almost all the DJ cry..including Chongqing.. LingZhi was one of my favourite DJ..
i know LingZhi won't see my blog lah..but still i wanna say:
Thank You LingZhi for ur voice..
2300寂寞有人陪 was the first progamme i heard on 933
because of that..
i in love wif 933...
that was when i in pri 5...
every night go online
and listen..esp 音乐日记
音乐日记 was my favourite programme..
it help me alot in one way or another
就是万人迷 can't listen quite often
i LOVE ur JOKE OF THE DAY
it'll always brighten up my day.
lastly.. LINGZHI thx for ur voice
for accompany me during
lonely night,
depressed evening,
and the moody morning
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THANK YOU FANG JUN FOR UR CD!
that WASABI horx...很呛鼻
i CRIED...
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today;
last day of school...
last day in 2e6 class..
last day singing national anthem as 2e6...
last day going to recess as 2e6..
last day playing card as 2e6
last day greeting 'cher the 2e6 way
last day making noise as 2e6
this class;
a place of laughters and tears
a place of noise and quietness
a place of scoldings and praisings
a place of happiness ad sadness
a place of quarrels and peace
a place filled with lemon
a place filled with honey
a place filled with vinegar
a place filled with bitter gound
our teacher;
some are fierce
some are fun
some are tall
some are short
some are funny
some are boring
some are skinny
some are big-size
some are cute
some are serious
some are married
some are single
some are attached
others are ENGAGED
our pupils;
there are very quiet ones
there are quiet ones
there are very tall ones
there are tall ones
there are very skinny ones
there are skinny ones
there are very stupid ones
there are stupid ones
there are very cute ones
there are cute ones
there are ugly ones
there are NO good-looking ones
2 years;
orientation camp seems like yesterday
first got punished by mr lim seems like yesterday
seconday 1 service learning project seems like yesterday
first excursion seems like yesterday
secondary 2camp seems like yesterday
old folks home visit seems like yesterday
'06 End-of-Years exams seem like yesterday
last day of school is TODAY...
i love this 2e6. will rmb the happy times we had forever.
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2 years has past..
from a
totally stranger,
to a classmate,
to friends.
since last year..
u sat beside me only during exam
jia yous
the people around you
went out once wif u and other friends
didn't talk to u much
but i felt u are a nice person.
one wrong sms
one letter
let us become friends.
933 was the topic
fate even let us seat together
one front one back
those times we were so happy
happy times don't last
ms rozie split us up
you wrote to me saying you no friends to talk to
i promise got time i'll go talk to you
however,
you soon make friend with TW
slowly..
you start to ignore me
till you....
went out with you to watch the
mayday concert
with FJ
.....
that strange feeling
creep into my heart
i know i shouldn't had that!
you are my best friends
but i'll regret if i don't tell you
one day
i had a strong courage
and i told you
WHY?!
all problem occur after i told you!
cold war, quarrel
got into our friendship
i really don't wish too..
lied to you is a crush
the feeling soon "gone"
we are friends
but not as close as last time
embarassed
don't know after how long..
that feeling came back again
i promised not to tell you
purposely wanted to know how you like
tried to get it from your mouth
when i knew it,
shocked!
*shan't say anything*
i wanted to forget u again.
lately,
joey came back
you make friend with WC
u start it again
u ignore me
we start to drift apart
u started to make havoc
this is not the person i knew earlier!
it really hurt me
partly due to jealous
see you talking so happily to him
reminds me of all the past
but the fact is you ignore me
it does not feel good to be ignored
when i choose to leave you
i also ignore you
but people to pull me back
fine.
you seem to be so heartless now
you can't sense people feeling
when i am angry, you don't know
when i am sad, you don't know
you have changed totally
my heart is crying and bleeding
my old friend had changed
and this change is unacceptable
i choose to break this friendship
people come and scold me!
WHY?
people don't know how i feel
is painful to see a "friend" change
is painful to be ignored by a "friend"
is painful
VERY PAINFUL
cos i still like u
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OMG! u all should go and watch this clip man! is damn nicE! 10 000 COIN DOMINO! i wonder how the coins stand!
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got back our whole yr result le. i "deprove" frm last sem. ='(
AVERAGE: 68.1
CLASS POSITION: 13
LEVEL POSITION: 96
erm..but i quite satisfiied le=) 知足长乐. i can't change the mark too le. so jus accept it=) i'm gonna take FULL GEOG! den PHYSICS! but i interested in BIO lehx..haix..most probably i'll get 8H5! nxt..mayb will be 8H2? biology lorh.. ms rozie say i might got chance to enter my first choice =) so HAPPY!! but still mus pray lorh..hahax. haix..2e6 is seperating in another few more days..lets do countdown..hahax! I MUST NOT CRY ON THURSDAY! hmm..hahax. will missed 2e6. this sadness is more den pri6..i dunno y too.. mus tresure the remaining die. as if we dying? haha. jkjk.
yesterday performed on SEC4 graduation! PERCUSSION still ROX! this should be our last performance le. =( haix..but this performance is not very good.. i played wrongly lots of parts. sad. den the 2seconds break..casey forgot..den haix..but he not at fault lah. everyone was nervous. hmm...PERCUSSION RULEZ! =)
this few days is in LOVE.. wait! wif GOONG THEME SONG--PERHAPS LOVE!!! goong is the nicest korean show i ever watch..compared to da chang jin and jin san shun! CAIJING is so CUTE! XIN is so TALL..how i wish i was at his height..he said to reach dat height, mus do more stretching as and when we free..shall try dat. =) oh ya! there will be GOONG(2) will start filming by the end of oct! all main cast will be change. XIN role will be take over by se7en..who is shorter? hahax.
BYE!
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KOREAN
언제였던건지 기억나지 않아
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
한두번씩 떠오르던 생각
자꾸 늘어가서 조금 당황스러원 이 마음
별일이 아닐 수 있다고 사소한 마음이라고
내가 네게 자꾸 말을 하는게 어색한걸
사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요
온세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
왜 이제야 들리죠
서롤 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고
지금 내 마음을 설명하려 해도
니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법 뿐인데
이미 난 니안에 있는 걸
내 안에 니가 있듯이
우린 서로에게 이미 길들여진지 몰라
사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요
온세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
왜 이제야 들리죠
서롤 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고
생각해보면 많은 순간속에
얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
조금 늦은 그 만큼 난 더 잘해줄게요
함께 할게요 추억이 될 기억만 선물할께요
다신 내곁에서 떠나지 마요
짧은 순간조차도 불안한 걸요
내게 머물러 줘요
그댈 이렇게 많이(그토록많이)
사랑하고 있어요( 그대여야만) 이미-
TRANSLATION
I don't remember when it happened.
I'd get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It's a little awkward that I keep saying to you that "it's nothing"
and that "my heart's just trifling"
Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.
Even if I try to explain my feelings, the only true way to understand
would be to become me and feel them.
I'm already inside of you, just how you're inside of me.
I don't know if we've gotten used to the meaning between us.
Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.
Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering.
I'll make up for all the time lost.
I'll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can't leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me
I'm loving you (until then)
like this (only you) already
ROMANIZATION
eonjeyeottdeongenojee kee-eoknajee ana
jakkoo nae meoreega neoro eojeereopdeon sheejak
handoobeonssheek ddeo-oreudeon saenggak
jakkoo neureogaseo jogeum tanghwangseureoweon ee maeum
pyeoreeree aneel soo eettdago sasohan maeumeerago
naega nege jakkoo mareul haneunge eosaek'angeol
sarangeegayo keudae nawa katdamyeon sheejageengayo
mamee jakkoo keudael saranghandaeyo
onsesangee teutdorok soreecheeneyo
wae eejeya teulleejyo
seorol mannagee weehae eejeya sarang chajattdago
jeegeum nae maeumeul seolmyeongharyeo haedo
neega naega twe-eo mameul neukkeeneun pangbeop ppooneede
eemee nan neeane eettneun keol nae ane neega eettdeushee
ooreen seroehe eemee keeldeuryeojeenjee molla
sarangeegayo keudae nawa katdamyeon sheejageengayo
mamee jakkoo keudael saranghandaeyo
onsesangee teutdorok soreecheeneyo
wae eejeya teulleejyo
seorol mannagee weehae eejeya sarang chajattdago
saenggak'aebomyeon maneun soongansoge
eolmana maneun seolle-eem eesseottneunjee
jogeum neujeun keu mank'eum nan teo jalhaejoolgeyo
hamkke halgeyo chooeogee twel kee-eokman seonmoolhalkkeyo
tasheen naegyeot'eseo ddeonajee mayo
jjalbeun soonganjochado pooranhan keoryo
naege meomoolleo jweoyo
keudael eereok'e manee (keut'orokmanee)
saranghago eesseoyo (keudaeyeoyaman) eemee-
[if u wanna sing use this version =)]
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i was looking through the camera..saw some pictures.. some quite old liao..ya =)
SENTOSA quite long liao..forgot when le. =x
MUD water-FOUNTAIN!
some boliao stuff..hmm..was doing some painting den i started painting my hand =.=
during mid-autumn festival..
very orange.. -.-
MY TORTOISE!!
"I want my food!"
looking innocent :)
hmmm...LOLIPOPS bought for the fund raising..
~BIG TIN~
LOTS OF LOLIPOPS!! 150 LOLIPOPS!
i have resize the pix. is ugly..hope u all wont mind =)
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jus finish watching 我猜我猜我猜猜!! anyone got watch??? hahax. the children dancing is so CUTE, esp the 2nd boy..guess is 7/8 yrs old nia..dance hiphop freestyle!! OMG! Very CUTE =) hahax. all of them are so cute..suddenly felt so regret..last time young shld go learn.. all of them is jus <9 yrs old..so many kind of dance..cool lorh! hahax. but den horz..if u asked me to go learn when i young..i doubt i dare to go lah! hahax. haix..shldn't not give up my piano when i young =(
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13 October 2006... FRIDAY!!! BLACK FRIDAY!! ahh!!!!
hmm.. nth happen to me today. phew.. hahax. u lehx? any unlucky things?? haha. hope u had fell down, drop in the drain, stuck in the lift. jkjk..
is there a scratching butt marathon going on in singapore?? how come i keep seeing ppl scatching butt.. LOL. yesterday when taking bus home, saw out of window a guy going for jogging SCTACHING BUTT in the centre of the road! (can see skin-.-) den today drinking water, look out of window, den saw this guy sctaching butt!!! ah!!!!!!!!
watch TV since 7pm. erm not exactly lah. 5pm watch 100% entertainment..which i dun felt entertain at all. =.= xiao zhu and xiao gui nowadays dun have mo qi..things they say not funni cos they dunno how to cont'd each other line. ~冷场~ 7 watch goong!!! so nice! i prefer caijing wif Lu lorh..not the prince.. 8-9 watch some life story..ok lah.. 9..erm..zhuan shi qing yuan.. 10pm.. LIAO ZAI!!! so nice man! i mean this story..the guy not scared of the ghost! but the ghost is too pretty le bahx.. hahax. last story will be "Ah-Bao" acted by rainie yang. =) [tink will be played on 27 October] 11..watch inuyasha..din now arts central was playing till today. LOL.
Byebye!
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goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodd morninggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg everyone!!! muahahhaax. i'm MAD liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today dunno y so HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH. diaozzzzzzzzzzzz
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today... (erm.pcps always tell us not to start wif today. fine!)
woohoo!! went to VIVO city wif jia le, wei chong, fang jun, phyllis chua, shu fen, grace and lynette. met at 12noon. den we went to the Banquet to eat lunch. ate the lemon chicken rice! very long nvr eat le!!! since left pcps.. hahax. one thing had happen: phyllis lost the "ball" OI! dun think otherwise!! is the zhuang shi ping on her shoe lah! went to search for it..but can't be found.. gave up we went to walk around.. den we went to toys'R'us.. back to our childhood.we played around..haha! elmo and ernie =) so fun lah!! nxt we went to the amphitheatre..haha. the top floor..large swimming pool. or baby pool. but the scenery was VERY nice! went to GV..dunno wat to watch, or mayb can't agree wat to watch..ok nvm..decided to go to P.S.
took mrt to D.G. phyllis suggested to go arcade, so we went..i din play anything lah..jus see them play. met guys from e5 and e7 den we e6..lol..haha. something happen.. FANG JUN lost her WALLET. we went searching..den report to the counter.. haix..poor thing.. dun be upset le lah horz grandma.. report to the police too.. but din saw them..cos, me shu fen ,grace and lyn went to ps buy something..shop at spotlight..saw so many nice thing =) went to mac buy things to ear den went back to the mrt station to eat..got scolded. opps. sorry. took photos den went home..
quite a fun day..esp when we eating together. tmr going to shufen hse to play! yeah! haha
byebye
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i'm realli very STRESSED!
nth seem to go according to wat i thought.. seriously..there's nth..
today science exam was like SHIT! i'm gonna flunk it...
calculation WRONG! MISUNDERSTAND the question! worst still DON'T how to DO!
those that i spent my time studying all nvr come out...wth! i very disppointed in myself... ppl going round to say they din do well.. seriously..their attitude aft exam is like..so happy. i can't sense anything that they are upset or din do well lah! before exam come telling me, surely fail, oh shoot nvr learn, cannot do well..etc. but in the end come out so good! i HATE such ppl! if u say u will fail, den let me see u fail! dun aft exam come proudly comparing marks! STOP IT! is irritating! is idiotic!
exams is already so stress for me liaoz..but...i very i'll go crazy one day..u guys gonna take bus to mental hospital to visit me bahx.. i realli might jus break down infront of u guys.. friends seem to close to me, but yet they are so far away.. u all are moving further and further away from me.. one day i will not be able to see u all anymore. i felt very lonely. extremly lonely. friends seem to be alot, but there's actually none. this is the worst feeling. at time when i need to find ppl to tok to, there's none around. even there's one, no one will understand how i feel. when i break the friendship, u all will come asking me, hong yi how come u guai guai de..how come u so quiet, how come u so funny.. but when i'm around, who will notice me??? i jus felt so invisible in ur eyes.. i realli wanna to have a rest from my friends.
i wanna to rest in this coming holidays.
(din meant starvian hor..)
i wanted to rest! i might be taking a break from the outside world for sometime...sometime.
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