Sunday, February 26, 2006
OMG !!! Cui Fang won the champion of SUPERHOST !!! Congrats!! *clap! calp!*(opps..over x-cited liao) haha! haix..LeeTeng lost, so dats mean he might GO back to 933 and host ni ke si de cheng bao wif PEI FEN ! (yes!) -.- ... sorry...today i ki siao...today is quite an angry and sad day larh! but..i keep tellin myself to be HAPPY! :) morning...everything is still very peaceful... not happened~..(scene 1)afternoon: my father...for no rymth and reason he scolded me! i was like so angry and started quarreling wif him.. after that i ignore him for the whole afternoon...
evening: i wanted to go and bath...enter the toilet, hang my towel..went out to ask my sis some stuff (scared forgotten). den when i was walking to the toilet.. my father went in..i told him to go out of the room as i wan to bath..he screamed at me again!!! he said wot...
this is my ROOM! Y can't i enter! is like..I WANT TO BATH OK !!!evening(2): i went to the living room wanting to watch the grand final of the superhost... my sis was seating at one end and my fathering was seating at the other end... my father got up and i sat on tt seat... is like so hot!!! so i told my older sis to move away from the single seat sofa so i push the duoble seat de... WAH LAO! my mother scolded me! said i hate my father isit...
y can't i sit beside him! den i replied saying...i onli wan to pull out so all of us can seat comfortabaly...my father scolded my for talkin back her!!!
i was so mad at them! i didn't tok to them at all till now! i can predict dat if i cont'd like this.. they going to say i showing the attitude! but if i tok, i will scolding! u see! open mouth canot... close mouth oso canot... i jus dunno wad to do~... sometime i noe lah... is my wrong cos i scream at them... but is like i can't help it! afternoon the temp is very high so i normally i'll be hot-temper... if u make me angry..den BYEBYE! but sometimes...i'll hv mood swings too! sometime...when i got prob in sku, i'll be angry or sad..when i reach home.. i normally dun tok.. like dat i oso get scolding leh!!! i realli wanna tell my parent to attend courses such as: understanding ur child better(if any)... haix......they jus dunno wat young people are tinkin now! but if they noe..they will onli noe the negative thing instead of the positive ting... i'll get scoldin most of the time...but they haven praised me for a long time... they will always say my sisters cos they win before drawing competiton trophy and noe how to play table tennis but i DONT NOE !! i jus rmb wad they said in"i not stupid too" : 你被人骂是几时？而你被人夸又是几时？
(scene 2)is about friendship prob... so i dun wna to say much larh! if dat person relli hate me to the core den i let it be.. i dun wna to say any more thing already... er.. LORLOR meimei...dun scold tt anonymous person... i noe hu's tt.. i make him angry de... but i wanna thks you for helpping me CHU TOU !! haha... :)no matter wad happen today...i 'll forget it tmr.. I'll be telling myself to be HAPPY everyday! and always SIMLEZ (hey..soo leng dun mind me using ur phrase uh.) haha..if u mind jus tell me..! but i LIKE it alot!! haha... i saw this on the bus : SILMEZ always...cuz there will be someone caring for u at somewhere, sometime, someday ! those who wanna curse me..too bad.. cos the care from someone is stronger den the curse !
SIMLEZ !!!
:)
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 11:25:00 PM|
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
heyy!! haha... now is 12.22 am in the
EARLY MORNING..wahahaha !! haix..still busy wif ipw...tink will onli be free around april when the whole ipw end...unless our product is sent for competition...den we have to bust till sept..(my 'cher say de)... tues we stayed back in sku till lik 6.45pm plus lorh to do our prototype.. we at first use cardboard but too fimsy den we went to another type of cardboard which cost $2.70 ! BARRACUDAS better return me the $$...jkjk..=)
den we do until sian so joey and lyn said ghost story..(off light).. den joey use those "SCREAM" method ghost story.. lyn said abt the lift one.. which is not relli scarly... bud the way both of them said are like so damn scarly... wah lao! worse still...when i walk home.. i hv to walk across a void deck..omg !! X( one of the light flickered and black out ! i was so scared larh! somemore tt area quite quiet and dere's nobody at tt time...i was x-tremly scared... ok~ i noe lar...i very scarly cat de larh,, haha ! :)... den yest didn't relli do much ting lor... went to 7-11 to eat maggie mee for lunch..saw dat "un-co-operative" corny guy~ *roll eye*... omg ! is 12.30 am plus liao.. have togo and sleep liao ! but den kelly now on 933 for interview..how ! i wna to listen bud very sleepy...haixxxx....x)
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 12:22:00 AM|
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
heyy!
is been a long time
since i last share song lyrics...
today sharing "i not stupid too" de theme song
<一生绝望> by hong junyang
(change ur encording to "unicode"if cant see the folowing)
<一生绝望>
曲/杨波 词/梁智强
Verse
我们肆无忌惮 我们成群结党
我们目无尊长 对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长 只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处你又能怎样
我们don’t give a damn 那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是 我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙
*学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了
我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强
有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望
副歌
泪水已经流干，前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂，我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望
有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望
*repeat
those that in bold are those line i find it quite true and meaningfull...
"我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言...我们之间有道墙.." i like this line... many of us might have difficulty communicating wif our parents... at young always we talk to each other... but now when we grow older... we seem to tok lesser and lesser.. one day we might be become strangers too, who knows ? "有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向" i oso quite like this line. when we make a mistake parents will onli know how to scold and scold... but have they thought of y we will make tt mistake. I love the chorus part most ! the 1st part is like saying aft all the punishment and crying.. the future is hopeless... the 2nd part is like saying some ppl life have no ups and downs whereas another lot of people will encounter ups and downs and have to suffer all those unhappiness alone... bud hope to hv a bright future... these 2 paragraph is like showing how people feel abt life bah... 1 is optimist but the other is pessimist.. the above opinion of the lyrics are from my point of view lah... u all might have ur own point.. anyone who one the song ask me in msn...
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 10:24:00 PM|
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
i'm busy for the past few days...every night conference to tok abt ipw... haix.. actually oso nth much to rite la.. since last week de friday, i already busy wif ipw liao... we came out wif lots of idea but 1 by 1 we reject ourselves or kanna rejected by 'cher... but in the end we came out wif a
quite good idea but lots of flaws and now we are going to modify it...but...TMR is our deadline liao!! die X( ...haix..this yr the ipw really got lots of trouble lorh... person T came out wif and idea...person P oso came out wif another idea...but person P idea is better than person T so we choose person P idea...den person T say she onli want to do on her idea...den quarral lorh... but i wanna tell to person T: is not we choose to work on her idea..but her idea is better den urs mah...haix...i hope such tings wont happen lorh... both r my frends den now i stuck in the middle...i very difficult the leh...esp person T...IPW this yr ROX and SUCks at the same time
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 9:25:00 PM|
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
i don't get it!
parents are closer than friends ritex? y parents don't understand their child while their friends will? who will tell their problems / xin shi to their parents de? no one rite? or mayb a few... for me i don't cos they jus SIMPLY don't UNDERSTAND me !
i jus now let them sign my maths paper...i score 23/35... i already feel quite sad liao...cos the night before the test, i stayed up till 1am to revise, but i still didn't do well... i got back my sci paper on tues(didn't bring home) and i nearly fail...i really very sad! den yest got back maths paper and score badly so like lyk extremly sad liao lor...i nearly cry in class yest..cos i really really very very very sad............but my friends came and tell me to cheer up instead of laughin at my result... but when i reach home and let my parent sign, they like say i tell watchin TV and nv study... but is like i got arrange my own time table de mah... they like keep scoldin me... i so very sad again....
even friends who are not as close as my parents...they will come and cheer me up..but parents will jus scold scold and scold......they didn't ask me the reason i score so badly....haix... can anyone tell me y parent don't understand their child ?????
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 12:05:00 AM|
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Monday, February 06, 2006
i'm crazy over 933
NOWADAYS
!!!
yesterday i went down to
ngee ann city
for the guang bo 70hrs jing shen sai
(djs can't tok for 70 hrs)
F.Y.I. all 7 radio station
of mediacorp are involve
met teddy and phyllis low...
we went the transparent house
where mary (wu xu ma li) is in
LoL!
tt teddy wrote a note for her...
"jia you! wo men hui zhi chi ni de....."
she saw it...
nod and smile at us ! haha
we keep laughing for no reason...
omg!
the best part of yest. is...
i saw PEI FEN !!!!
ah...!!
i wanna go up to her and say "hi"
but dun hv the courage
haix...*sob*
oso saw jia hui...
den i tink both of them saw me...
haha..
woo hoo!!!
dun tok for 2hrs...
for me is already a challenge
...
70 hrs i will sure die one lorh !!
poor mary...
jia you!
jia you!
and jia you!
wo hui ting ni dao di de !!!
den before we left...
we wave goodbye to mary..
guess wad!
she wave back too...
i was SO HAPPY !!!
ah!!! my first time a DJ wave to me !!
if u wanna support her...
get down to ngee ann city
or sms her!!
for more detail of smsing
hmm...nth liao lah
went back to J8
went shoppin wif teddy
to buy gift for his friend
den went home le...
ok lah...
the "competition" end on wed 1pm!
so...
pls give mary and 933 ur fullest support !!!
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 10:39:00 PM|
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Friday, February 03, 2006
todae quite tired lah... reach sku at 7am den had our chinese test at 7.10am..the chinese test is not say very diff lah.. except the duan wen tian kong, all 4 words 4 words de..haix~
we left sku at 8am to go to ngee ann poly for a competition...omg! ngee ann poly is so so so biig lor! so many buildings!! we went to the convention centre to register for the "steam"boat competition. heyy! let me get tis correct... not the steamboat we normally eat, is we make a boat(made out of 3 soft drink cans) and is powered by steam... there's another grp of sec 3 who takin part in another competition...make a circuit...
competition start at 10 lah...we are in the 10th race lor... so when we waitin for our turn, we sat in the huge lecture rm, air-con very very cold.. my mouth already shivering le...ah!!! so very nervous lor... so wait, wait, and WAIT den is our turn liao... do all the set-up den 1,2,3 GO! the boat move faster den the other sku but......suddenli the boat U-TURN !!!!!!!! wah!!! we all so shock lor... aft it u-turn and move in opp direction...it U-TURN again !!! LoL...we so happy..but guess wad... the boat is movin in CIRCLE !!! wah...in the end the race is called off cos both team didn't make it to the finishin line and time is up... haix... we quite sad lah.. but wad count is the experience,,,
we waited for the other team for the compeition to end and the prize0giving ceremony... wah lao ! R.I. won the first place place for the steam boat and the CIRCUIT thingy...i oso heard they heard R.I. oso won the champion for the bridge competition held yest.... they so pro lor...
the event was suppose to end at 1pm but delayed till 1.30pm...when reach sku is olready 2pm and i'm so tired.. reach sku, go classroom see got hw or not, den found out my ci yu shou ce is missing !!! *sob* too lazy to find den i o home liao lor... ok lah..gtg liao...tmr morning still got CCA, goin to one of my sir's house for home visit for CNY
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 10:03:00 PM|
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