Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i'm realli very
STRESSED!nth seem to go according to wat i thought.. seriously..there's nth..
today science exam was like SHIT! i'm gonna flunk it...
calculation
WRONG!
MISUNDERSTAND the question! worst still
DON'T how to DO!
those that i spent my time studying all nvr come out...wth! i very disppointed in myself... ppl going round to say they din do well.. seriously..their attitude aft exam is like..so happy. i can't sense anything that they are upset or din do well lah! before exam come telling me, surely fail, oh shoot nvr learn, cannot do well..etc. but in the end come out so good! i HATE such ppl! if u say u will fail, den let me see u fail! dun aft exam come proudly comparing marks! STOP IT! is irritating! is idiotic!
exams is already so stress for me liaoz..but...i very i'll go crazy one day..u guys gonna take bus to mental hospital to visit me bahx.. i realli might jus break down infront of u guys.. friends seem to close to me, but yet they are so far away.. u all are moving further and further away from me.. one day i will not be able to see u all anymore. i felt very lonely. extremly lonely. friends seem to be alot, but there's actually none. this is the worst feeling. at time when i need to find ppl to tok to, there's none around. even there's one, no one will understand how i feel. when i break the friendship, u all will come asking me, hong yi how come u guai guai de..how come u so quiet, how come u so funny.. but when i'm around, who will notice me??? i jus felt so invisible in ur eyes.. i realli wanna to have a rest from my friends.
i wanna to rest in this coming holidays.
(din meant starvian hor..)
i wanted to rest! i might be taking a break from the outside world for sometime...sometime.
|h.o.n.g.y.i.| 12:01:00 AM|
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